Monday, May 23, 2011

Let Me Think!!!!

This pain won't allow me to think at all!!!! This is torture, I pray to God to help me be a good Christian and someday be saved and go to heaven where there is no pain and suffering!!!

At times, I feel like I don't have anymore patience to live with this pain but I have no choice, I'm still alive, you lose more being negative so be positive!!!

Last Saturday, Kev and I left for Santa Cruz at 9:15 AM, stopped by Shopper's Corner, a gourmet grocery close to Kev's Mom's place. Then went to his Mom's. I sat for a little and decided to help after a few minutes. Kev moved the tan bark from the front yard into the backyard using the recycle bin and I helped his Mom rake it to move it around and then Kev and I stapled the plastic liner. After we were done in the backyard, Kev mowed her front lawn and his sister started weeding and I helped weed a little and swept a little, I wasn't feeling good anymore but was quiet about it. We finished the work in about 3 hours. Betty, Kev's Mom was very happy.

Kev and I stopped by to have lunch at Camino Real Mexican Restaurant, an old authentic Mexican Restaurant in Watsonville for a late lunch or early dinner. He had Bistek Ranchero and I had Chicken Enchilada. It was so good as always!!

We went to our hotel and took a shower and rested. We were scheduled to meet with his Mom and sister for dinner at 7:45 PM but cancellled because I was throwing up and too sick to go. I was in horrible pain. We just watched a documentary and went to bed. Kev was asleep before I knew.

The next day, Kev left early to the mountains to ride his bike. I woke up late, Frodo woke me up. We went for a long walk. Frodo was so excited to go for a walk there. He's always excited to do anything there but not in Sacramento.

Kev came back around 10 and while he was showering, I kept getting this call which I always thought was a sales call. I didn't answer it and next thing my computer started to ring. It was my son calling me on Skype, he told me he's been calling my phone. We taked for almost 30 minutes. It was about 9PM there when we were talking and Sgt. Cam came to Russ' room to ask for help. Which means he can be called to work anytime, he hardly sleeps. I felt bad, between my pain and missing my son and his situation there, I could just cry and cry and cry and I did!!

We went to check surf spots, stopped by his Mom's and went to Walnut Blvd Cafe in downtown for late breakfast. He had Huevos Rancheros and I had avocado, mushroom and cheese scramble and a fruit bowl. We went around downtown. I bought cards for friends, looked for humorous cards but not humorous enough for my son. We went back to the car but I asked Kev if I can buy a couple of things at Trader Joe's, so I did. We left for Sacramento and we got home around 6:30 PM.

I knew it was going to be tough to cook, but I couldn't find anything easy to make. I made past using the Pampano fish that I thawed out and used the broccollini that I purchased at Trader Joe's. I was very tired. I knew I snored that night.

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